I wrote this to a dearest person to me. Someone I have not had the privilege to talk to in a very long time. For they won't talk to me ever again. But just so this person knows they still mean alot to me.
I know it's been along time. But I know we have had alot of bad weather lately and I wanted to know you were ok. I had a dream about you last night, which is weird cause I haven't dreamt about you in a while. So I figured that I would pray for you. Plus you have been on my mind lately for some reason. I hope you and your family are doing well.
Anyway, I just wanted to write you. Because there has been something on my heart I have wanted to say for so long now. I want you to know I am very deeply sorry for all the hurt and pain I put you through. What happen bewteen us is ancient history but I know I owe you a big apology for what I put you through. It wasn't right of me do that to you.
I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I have missed you so very much throughout the years and I know I regret what I lost. I loved you so very much and I lost you. That was my mistake. You have always and will always mean so much to me. I have and always will love you. You were my first love and always will be.
I pray that one day I can at least talk to you again and be your friend. You were my best friend. And it has been a great loss not having you in my life. I just want you to know how much you meant to me and still do.
I will never forget the love that we shared. I pray that your life is filled with the up most happiness, for you are so very special. God knew what he was doing when he created you.
So much love in one person. I beg your forgiveness and I pray one day we can put it behind. I apologize if I have dredge up old hurt by writing you this. But I felt in my heart this was something I had to say. For one regret in my life that I live with everyday is losing you. I feel the hurt and the regret so much. It's something noone should have to live with.
I feel so horrible for what I did to you and your family and I pray that yall will forgive me. I pray this email finds it way to you.
I pray the best for you and your family.
