That Time of Year

It's that time of year again when we celebrate with Traditions. Thanksgiving and Christmas. Every Family has there own specials routines for the holidays. The Cleaning of the house the Decoration of Festivities. It a wonderful time of year really. People show there appreciation for those that are dear. But as we know there are always the trolls that like to ruin the things you hold dear. Like snow, or Christmas.

Christmas has always been my favorite holiday. I love how everything looks so beautiful and its the one time of year you can buy things for people you care for and love. Even for those you secretly have liked since you were 16 and they never knew you existed. LOL So you wasted your life on men that would never even remotely measure up to the guy you really like. But you can't tell him this cause he's one of your best friends. Oops..... Different subject.

Back to Christmas and its wonderfulness. Yes Christmas to me is a magical time of year. Where dreams might actually come true. After all Christmas is about miracles. That's When Jesus was born. A Baby that came to save the World. People are different the closer it gets to Christmas. I think in most ways people get nicer the closer it gets to Christmas. Reminds me of old people the closer they get to death the closer they want to be to heaven so they do everything in there power to make everything they did wrong right again.

At Christmas the ugly most selfish people can be beautiful. Its a time to make up for all the ugliness though out the year. To make the world a beautiful place. To show there really is good in the world. Christmas means so Much in so many different ways. There are so many blessings you get to appreciate closer to Christmas like snow, the lights, the decorations, the apple cinnamon candles that fill your house, the magical music that fills the air. Christmas is always been a joyful time of year. A time of Hope, Love, Blessings, and of course Miracles.

I hope everyone remembers to take the time to appreciate the small and Big blessings, miracles of this Christmas Season. Take the time to show someone you really care. Take the time to let God know how magnificent he really is.

I love Christmas................................................

My recent ramblings

One day I will be able to talk to someone that doesn't judge me. Or gets mad at me for making an opinion, or having feelings. I swear you just can't make people happy. Cause no matter what you are going to offend someone.

I tried being honest with my sister about something she said, telling her I thought she was rude and she threw an absolute fit. It was horrible and I was just being honest.
See you can't be honest to anyone nowadays noone can handle truth and honesty. They don't want to hear it.

How come its easier to hear a lie than the truth? How come its easier to handle a lie than the truth?

Oh my goodness speaking of lying.... A certain person I know is a compulsive liar and then expects me to believe everything he says. Its unbelievable. And you know anyone who knows me I can't stand people who are dishonest. I know I lie sometimes on occasion but I would never disrespect anyone if it was something important.

Well I guess I have rambled enough for now.... Maybe I will start writing more. Don't hold your breathe though.

Every Rose...........

Every Heart Bleeds.... Every Heart hurts.....

I ask myself what did I do to you to desserve your knife into my heart?

You were hungry for my love and I gave it, I gave you all my heart.

You devoured it completely...

Now if I have any left I cannot give it to you

For I will be nomore...........

My heart was like this rose.

Fragile, beautiful,innocent.

Now it only bleeds..............................

I Believe.......

I Believe....

That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,

But we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe.....

That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I Believe.....

That true friendship continues to grow,

even onver the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe....

That is taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe.....

That you should always leave loved ones with loving words,

It might be the last time you see them.

I Believe.....

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe....

That no matter how a good friend is,

they're are going to hurt you every once in a while

and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe....

That we are responsible for what we do,

no matter how we feel.

I Believe....

That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...

That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,

regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....

That money is a lousy way to keep score.

I Believe....

That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing

and still have the best of time.

I Believe....

That when I'm angry I have a right to be angry,

but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....

That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down,

will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe....

That maturity has more to do with what type of experiences you've had

and what you've learned from them,

and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe....

That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.

Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe....

That no matter how bad your heart is broken,

the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,

it doesn't meant they don't love each other

and just because they don't argue,

it doesn't mean that they do.

I Believe...

That your life can be changed in a matter of hours

by people who don't even know you.

I believe....

That two people can look at the exact same thing

and see something totally diffent.

I Believe...

That even when you think you have no more to give,

when a friend cries out to you,

you will find the strength to help.

I Believe....

That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe....

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you much too soon.

I Believe....

That life is mroe precious than money will ever be able to be.....

New Year, New ME

Well, As we all do after the New Year every year we make promisses to ourselfs of things we'd like to accomplish throughout the year. Most of us at lease fulfill at least one or two of those. But I don't think we ever get to the real important ones.

The resolutions are always the same too. I want to excell in work, Or I really want to lose all that weight I have gained this past year. I am going to start eating right and exercising. I am going to read more or be nicer to people. We all make these promises, then we get caught up in the fast pace of every day life, or we just get lazy and not do it.

Imagine if everyone in the world would follow God's example and actually do what they say they were going to do. The world would be a marvelous place.

What if when God was creating the world and he said he was going to make..... I dont know lets say trees and he kept putting it off and putting it off and then the world was created and he rested. and the trees were never created. what would we do..... Yea you thinkin about that now,huh?

I know I can't talk. I do it to I am the worse when it comes to procrastination. But maybe this year if we try alittle harder to do the things we say we are going to do, or the things we should do. Maybe this year will be better than last year. If not at least it will be a easier world for us to live in.

And Hey you might just make someone smile!